I am poem !

I AM

Tayja

I am Trying

I wonder If i would achieve all my goals by the end of time

I see people getting rewards for showing Leadership unlike me 

I want to be able to talk in front of big crowds but I can’t

I hear people talking behind people's backs and I don’t stop them

I am Trying

I pretend I don’t care when people put me down 

I feel hurt when I hear people talking about me 

I touch people’s backs when they are crying or feeling down 

I worry that one day everyone won’t care anymore 

I cry when people don’t accept me for who I am 

I am Trying

I understand that I can’t achieve all my goals 

I say “I can do this“ but in the back of my mind I know I can’t .

I dream of me graduating and being successful in life 

I try to make people happy and kind but every time I try it doesn’t work out

I hope I can be happy when I don’t feel like it

I am Trying